Saturday, October 29, 2005
Hmms.....4 more days to Raya. Am done with the curtain hanging and baking of cookies. Baking cookies was fun as usual. However, the curtain hanging was disastrous. Had a hard time looking for the correct ones for the correct places. Then, the hanging part. I don't really adore hanging curtains..But I did it eventually. Can't possibly wait for my dad cos he always come back home late after his 'terawih'. So, I'm left with spring-cleaning my room which is in total mess. And I have 3 days to do so but I'll be working on those 3 days too..Hmms...Have to do some management here.Yesterday, when I was online, finally, had something worthwhile to talk about with my friends. Well, at first it was only a casual talk between me and 2/4 but she asked something so came a friend of hers who joined our convo. But as time passes by, things get a lil 'heated up'. The topic we talked about was, somehow rather interesting. The convo goes on for about 2 hours, if i'm not wrong. Each of us which consists of 4 ppl altogether gave different point of views. Well, except for one guy among us. He only kept quiet. The reason was he's still new to the topic and don't really understand what's happening? Haha..Very funny lah he..All he did was laugh. So yeah, it's not easy for people to understand the whole situation and accept whatever is happening. Different people have different opinions and we have to respect them for that. It's already good enough that at least some people TRULY understands the whole scenario and feelings. In life, there are bound to be changes developing in us, humans. Not all can adapt to the changes and we can't force them to accept it either. It's up to them afterall. And it's up to us too, whether we want to change or not. It's our life. No one wants to destroy their own life. All they seek is just something which could not be found easily however, when they've found it, they would want to keep it forever and never let go. In this case, some people have found it but by the wrong way. It's been instilled in them for a long time hence, to get rid of it is hard for them. It's like you're ripping the heart out of the body. Confusion is what they always feel. Sometimes, they know what they're doing is totally wrong but in that mistake is where they find peacefulness, happiness and joy. Due to that, they don't feel like being in the right situation as they won't be able to find that in the right zone. It's simply complicated lahs. Only those facing it, like me know how it feels like to be in the scene. No matter how hard you want to get out of that phase, it ain't easy. Yes, some people might say, it's all up to you. If you want to change, strive hard to do so. Unless, your mindset has insisted on doing otherwise. Oh wells...I'm just taking things slow right now. I'm on the bench. Flexible with both zones. Waiting for time again? I guess, time's my very best friend. I always rely on it. Just something which I want to remind, Never go around discriminating others if you don't know the real thing. Get your facts right before 'shooting' them with your own facts. For all you know, they might be better than you. No one ain't perfect. Everybody make mistakes'.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Well, the SC graduation party was yesterday. Not for me though..It's for the January intake..How happy I was to went back to school after not being there for like only 2 weeks..Hmms, I wonder, am I actually missing school?? Haha..Thinking back, nahs..I miss the people in school rather..Like my darl, Nana..haha...So, I went for only like 1 hr plus..Haha..Pathetic, yes I know...Well, the reason being was that I had a meeting with my friends to break fast together...I left when they were playing don't know what game lah...And it was raining heavily at that point of time in Bishan. Nevertheless, just walked through the rain towards the bus stop..Took a cab back to Tampines upon reaching the interchange. And finally, I had my cravings for Seoul Garden met last night. Haha...Broke fast over there with the usual 'US'...Didn't get to join them the other time hence, yesterday was the make-up presence. Not all was there though...Beckham couldn't join due to some reasons. It was nice meeting up with them all over again. Esp my bros..Bro M and Bro K..Loads of story-telling..It felt really great being in that atmosphere. So, sat there for like 4 hrs till their closing time..We simply took our time to eat...Took so much stuffs and it was a good thing that I have 3 guys on my table. Then, headed to one of the void deck and relaxed. Talked abt so many different topics...From licence to education to future...At about 11 plus, each of us went our separate ways. I walked back home, alone. Sometimes, being alone isn't so bad after all, huh...Free from well..Certain probs...haha..Hmms..Hari raya is on next Thursday. My, that's fast ain't it...Will start making cookies the end of this week and also spring-clean the house..Lotsa work to be done we have here now...But still, like years before, the joy is just not in my family. Oh wells, just gotta celebrate it somehow, ain't it...Adios for now..~
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
*The Silent Silhouette*'It came to my heart in seconds.A spurt of emotion exploded from inside.The bonding is strong yet unrevealing.It's a one directional traffic for her,haven't had it been returned to me.Times and over I dreamt about her,Only to find her pushing me off.I think over the cloud and moon.Having tried to forget the temporary image,But it returned, defeated from the war.Once and again, I get rejected.The ring started fading from my sight.I blind myself from the society's eyes.Attacked, injured and it slips off silently.'
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Finally...Exams are over..Had accounting paper just now and well...It was erm...Ok..Don't think I could get the grade that I want and obviously, I will be dissapointing my teacher. What's done is done...So forget it lah hor...For BZF paper which was on Monday, it was kinda ok too..Not too tough or easy. Just nice. But yeah, didn't do some parts cos I forgot the answers to it. Oh yeah...On Monday, I woke up at 1015am!!! And my paper was scheduled at 11am!!! The damn hp's alarm didn't sound even though I set the alarm at 9 am!!! It was lucky enough that I woke up abruptly at 10.15am and not later than that cos that'll mean I'll get a nil for my bzf paper. Was quite a shock cos scared that I couldn't make it on time. Hurried on with my shower and quickly get dressed. Got out and I guess, luck was on my side as I got a cab easily. Thank God for that..!! Reached school just 10 mins before my paper starts..Pheewww..!!!Yesterday, slacked at home doing nothing but sleep and onlining. No school and no work. So yeah..Enjoyed those relaxation..It's not all the time I get to do that..Something marvellous happened at work today, though. The restaurant blacked-out. Twice. The whole building was blacked-out. The power just tripped don't know due to what reason. It was great cos there weren't lotsa customers around. Abt 2-3 only. Those who just came in left soon after. Maybe not in the mood to eat in the dark. Haha...So the incident carried on for about half an hour. Then business resume. Drats..!! How I wished it would be longer...If only this thingy happens during the weekends. Much more fun..!!! Haha...Was having a terrible headache and gastric towards the end of work. It just came in a sudden. It's like one minute, I'm prefectly fine and the other minute, I'm down. The medicine I'm on for gastric just didn't seem to work. I'm still having them and hell yeah, it hurts badly...Why oh why??!! What more must I do to stop it from happening? I'm tired of having it already lahs...Haiiss...A short conversation was struck btwn me and 2 of my colleagues at work just now. What they said was definitely true and it's undeniable. I agreed with them on their point of view but I don't know why I stood up for 'them'. This convo was abt criticising some people and stuffs which is right to a certain extent. I mean, they are what they are not. Hence, my work mates were talking about it and stuffs. And I was there, kinda defending them. Yeah, it's wrong, no doubt but...Arggghhh!!!! Some things are just not understandable. *sigh*
Monday, October 17, 2005
Nana has updated her blog abt yesterday so here I am updating on my part...It sure was happening lor, I tell you..Well, esp towards the end lah..The photo-taking part, prize-giving...Gosh, it was superb memories. It's like a dream come true. Nana should know what I mean..haha..
Well, the day started off very boring...Almost fought with the president of SC over there but managed to keep my cool. There were a few others who were not happy with the way they do things too and they voiced out too..But, there were little amendments done. Was quite pathetic also lah..There was nothing much we could do as they were in charge of the whole event. So just went along with whatever they say lor..
The event itself, as in the pageant is marvellous. All the contestants was soooo freaking gorgeous and handsome..With their outstanding clothes...Gosh!!! My heart melts whenever I see them. But it melts even more when something unbelievable happened to me. Hahaha..Shall tell that later lah hor...Mr ITE came from bishan whereas Ms ITE came from bedok. And there were a few finalists from bishan who came in 2nd and 1st runner up. Cool huh..Bishan ITE rocks!!!! And my fellow SC won the Ms Elegant title even though she couldn't make it to the finals. We're really proud of her man..All of us came rushing towards her to give her a hug when she came out to meet us. Lols..Took pictures here and there...
Made many new friends, basically SCs from different campuses. They were crazy lah...Damn insane..First look, serious. After that, the 'clown-ness' and 'immature-ness' in them came out. All of them were acting like small kids lor...Running here and there..Keep disturbing each other..Haha..They were the ones who make the whole thing lively. It sure was great knowing them. The best part was we took lotsa photos with different ppl...From bishan mates to other ppl to contestants..It sure was damn fantastic...Thanks to my darl Nana who brought her camera along. Without it, there won't be any fun going on. Haha...You know, I know eh Nana...*winks* 15/10/05 was a really memorable day to me. Touching seh...Lols...
Exam period next week..Tomorrow is BZF paper..Starts at 11 and ends at 1pm...Haven't even study a snippet of it. Tsk tsk...Will do so in the train on the way to school..Haha...After Wed, it will be holiday time for me!!! Even though it's only for a month, it sure means a lot to me..But, on the other hand, kinda sad to go for my hols. Cos that means I can no longer see them..Talk to them or even smile at them. I nearly cried upon thinking about that. Well, that's because they're gonna graduate by the end of the year. I can only hope that they will come back to bishan for higher nitec courses. Oh wells....*sob sob* =( Oh yeah...The EX finally talked to me last night on msn..Like after 10 months....!!!! It was his birthday hence decided to wish him..He thought I have forgotten all about it..Haha..Hey, come on lah, yours is 6 days after mine, how could I ever forget that seh..At least I wished you...But you..You never wished me at all..Hrmph..!! Haha..Lols...Didn't expect us to be talking again after so long. I thought he wouldn't wanna talk to me at all but yeah..Things changed and I'm glad it does. So now, we're back to square one. Friends...
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
*Bishan-ians Unite!!! Lols* =)
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*Nana and me with GK for ITE Women's Soccer Team...Cool huh..*
*SCs of ITE College Central*
*Us and Ms Elegant, again*
*SCs from Tp, Bdk and Bs*
*Darling's just being crazy..Lols...* =P
*Ms Elegant with the Bishan SCs*
*Darling Nana and Yours Truly* =)
*Retarded-ness is our forte*
*Foursome*
Saturday, October 15, 2005
So I was wrong..Haha..My birthday cake came one day later...From my family. It was my favourite. Choco fudge. They stayed up late just to wait for me to come back from work to cut the cake. I was really touched by that. But yeah, once again, Mum ain't around to celebrate it along. How I miss her so...Then I received another shocking birthday cake from my gf and gd friend when I broke my fast at her house on Thursday. Guess what? It's the same cake my dad bought for me. Haha...Dear gf, I appreciate it very much..Thanks a lot!!! Then, we proceed on to Geylang. Reached there around 8 plus going to 9pm. Well, yeah..As usual..Lotsa ppl around looking and shopping for stuffs. So 'human traffic jam' was everywhere. Both my gf and gd friend decided to wear black with their partners for this Hari Raya. My 1/4 will also be wearing black with her partner. My dad also decided to wear black. Hmmms..I wonder why is so many ppl choosing black?? Saw some ppl I know when I was in Geylang. This is the time where you might bump into your gd ol' friends after not seeing them for like way long time...Ain't it true?? Haha...I haven't been going for the briefing at ITE Machpherson for the Ms and Mr ITE thingy due to my freakin gastric. Haiss...I'm so sick of having it lah ok..Then today will be the actual day where it will all happen. I will be doing ushering with Nana at the hall, I think. Hopefully,I can see the whole event..I've seen the contestants and my oh my...They were really gorgeous and handsome. Even my buddy councillor looks great!!! I wonder who will get the ultimate title..Can't wait for it..So will be meeting the rest by 245pm. Still got about 1 hr more to go. The event will kick off by 530 and ends at 9 plus if I'm not wrong. I'm not sure whether we will have a proper 'breaking fast' session or not cos we'll be busy with our duties at that point.I did kitchen again yesterday. Didn't 'buka' on time. There so much orders and I've yet to finish them all. With help from my manager, I can manage a lil bit. Hmms...It was hectic and sickening though..But oh wells, practice makes perfect ain't it..'Abg' came by after booking out from camp. She looks really tan, like what she told me in the morning when she called me up. Haha..Pity her man..She used to be fair but due to the camp, she's become tan. And her hair tail is no longer there...!! It's like not really nice lor...She looks better with that..Hair's shorter, getting tanner..I'm sure there's more changes to come for this 'Abg' of mine. I'm gonna miss her cos she won't be working at my work place any longer..Haiss...2 plus more weeks of fasting to go through. So far, I've never 'ponteng' it. No matter how painful my gastric is, I manage to withstand it. Forced myself though. I feel it's sucha waste to not to fast just bcos of my gastric. And yeah...Got reprimanded by a few peeps again due to my gastric. I have been to the doctor lah ppl...And I'm still on medication. So don't worry lah ok..I'm gonna be fine. Well, hopefully. =pAye, gotta get ready for the big event now. I don't wanna be late in meeting my friends later..So take care people and have a nice weekend!!!
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Monday, October 10, 2005
First and foremost, THANKS to those who wished me and even bought for me presents. I really really appreciate that..!!! I love those presents..Thank you sooooooo much...!!!! Thanks Nana, you really gave me a shock just now. No wonder you said 'adelah' when I asked the reason you go to Citylink..You and your ideas...Haha..It's really cute and nice..Haha..Pandai pilih..Lols..And to my class clique, thanks dearies..Love it too. =) Not to forget, Mr Managers and work colleagues..You people are the best!! Even though I 'kena' sabo-ed by one of my crew staff before going home just now till I'm all wet...Haha...No birthday cake this year but my day was still being brightened up by these people..The SCs sang me the song, my cliques...All those wishes coming in from sec sch mates, childhood mates, outside mates, work mates, families, bros and sis...It sure was touching that you guys remembered my day. However, I nearly wanted to cry when my 'da-ge', Edwin, never msg me for one whole day. I thought he really forgot abt it..Until just now which was like an hr ago, he msged me on msn, wishing me. Haha...At last!!! Lols..Scolded him for pretending to forget my birthday. Lols..My work mate, Art, gave me a cheesecake[which he took from somewhere only we know] and said that that's all he could 'prepare' for me. Lols...Appreciate that too..!! My bro and sister[real sibz] gave me a home-made card..Again, wanted to cry..I'm just being emo at that point of time lahs ok...Haha...Then, a knock on my room door. It was Dad. He had actually wished me a day earlier, yesterday that is. Then, he gave me some cash and asked me to spend it on myself. I was like...'Hmms, are you sure? You got money for yourself or not?' And he said 'Yeah..Just take it..It's for you'. Thanked him again and again..Gosh...What a splendid day even though I ended school late cos of councillor thingy and had to rush to work after that. It's like a blessing in disguise. Lols..Oh yeah...That psycho actually called me up this mornin when I was already in school just to wish me too..!! Haha..Was surprised..He seems to be sick by the way the talk..You know, keep sniffing away, and your voice is like 'sengau'...haha..I think he's having a blocked nose or fever lah..Oh wells..Forget about him lah ok...haha..I got an online greeting card from one of my online mate too. Yat, that's the name. It's really cute and sweet..Thanks darling..And yeah, I miss you too..You take care of yourself okies.Ok, I'm all drained out now...What a birthday entry!!! Lols...Oh yeah..Something bad happened at work when we're all busy closing the place and cleaning the stuffs...Haiss...Hopefully, everything's gonna be fine and back to normal...But I wonder how will they prepare the stuffs w/o the major thing operating?? Hmms...
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
Big Sis has been admitted to hospital in the morning..Suspected of appendicitis. Was shocked upon hearing that from my 1/4...Haiyoo..Just went to meet her the other day and all was well. Who could have thought that things could happened so drastically? So, after work which ended at 5, met up with 1/4 and off to hospital. She looked pale...Cannot eat nor drink..Pity her lah..She's the kind which is very bubbly and lively...Who would have thought?? Hopefully, she's gonna be perfectly ok..Just gotta wait for the results to be out..So broke fast late...Went out of the hosp 10 mins before the time...Went to Sakura and we managed to break our fast at 710pm. After dinner, walked ard TM a while, wanted to look for shoes but there's none which I 'admired'. Hmms...Haven't been hunting for my own stuffs for a while so it's kinda hard..Reached home at 8 plus, went online and saw Nana..As usual, we would crap abt our stuffs..Lols..And Nana, make sure you lend me the constantine cd...haha...Well, what happened was the day before we went to ITE Macpherson for some briefing on Mr and Ms ITE thingy...So while waiting for the I/c to come, we were entertained with that movie..I didn't watch it before so I know nothing abt the storyline..I thought it was nothing lah..But 'skali' the part came lah...The one where it makes you jerk off your seat and kinda shrieking away..Yeah...Haha...So I did exactly that...And there they are[the rest of those who went for the briefing which is from my sch, that is] laughing their heads off at me...'Mangkok' seh...And at one point of time, I actually hid behind Nana with a pillow covering my face..Lols..Thinking back abt it, my actions was indeed....haha..funny?? Lols...Then when the interesting part was about to be shown, the I/c had arrived and the meeting was to be started...So, I merely watched abt 20 mins of the movie..And I'm dying for more..Lol..Oh yeah...My dear Lil Bro N has found out abt my current life..And he's unhappy abt that..He read through my bulletins on friendster and hence he knew abt it..Well, yeah..I told him the truth upon him asking me abt it..Sad he was..For not informing him about it sooner..Well, didn't mean to keep it from him either but I just don't wanna add to his misery and stress..I just can't bring myself to tell him that his sister is actually having this kinda life..It's not that I'm ashamed of it or what...But I'm afraid he can't take it..I'm afraid he can't accept the fact that I've turned this way. And hell yeah...That's what he is now. He kept emphasizing on why should this happened and stuffs...Well, not everyone can understand this kinda life, ain't it...Not everyone can accept the fact that I've turned this way..Sometimes, when you least expect something to be happening, it has actually happened. Yeah, yeah...I know I'm wrong by having this feeling within me...The feeling that develop is actually wrong..But what can I do? I've been living with this feeling for 2 months already, and everyday it's growing stronger...I don't wanna go to the wrong path either but.....Haisss....Like I said, not all understand the phase I'm in...But heys, I'm still unattached lah ok...So nothing to worry about it too much...Now, my bro ain't replying to my msgs...Haiss...=s
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Friday, October 07, 2005
Ok, I'm up and kicking....Just had my 'sahur'..Like finally, and I had rice after not having it for 2 mths...Haha...I haven't been sleeping the whole night lah ok...Crept onto bed ard 1am...Then tossed and turned till 330am and I decided to get online. Took my med and 2 tabs of panadol also still can't sleep. I guess, I've slept the whole day hence can't sleep at night..Well, was absent from school again yesterday. Haha...A frequent absentee I am..Well, last night was the first night I 'buka' at work. There was no customer when I arrived work but towards the time when we were about to break fast, they started streaming in..Dammit lah..So yeah, busy attending to them when we were supposed to break fast..So had pizza and iced milo..Then back to work. It's not like we get to sit and really have our meal..Took a bite and went off serving customers. This is only the weekdays. I can't imagine how will it be during weekends. That's the time where my work place would be packed..Hmmms...Today, my duty will be flag-raising..Gosh! Have never done flag-raising before in my entire life and now, I gotta do it...I kinda got stage fright also leh...Lols..Yesterday was Nana..I wonder how was it..Oh yeah...Someone already knows that I got feelings for 'them'...haha..She said she could tell it by the conversation we had abt someone from my sch..Oh wells..Luckily she's open about it..And she's got friends that kind too..Haha...And I guess I'll be getting to know another person of their kind too..Cos this 'she' wants to get to know my friend..So since my friend knows that I'm able to get along with their kind, she's asked me to get to know that 'she'. Get it?? Oh wells...It's complicated lah...haha...Drats!! I'm getting sleepy now...Should I or should I not go to school today?? Haiyooo....When I want to sleep, cannot sleep. When I'm supposed to be wide awake, I'll be sleepy...Super irritating lahs...Haiss....This is bad when my body system is not functioning well...Aaanyways, my dear lil sis from work will be finishing her N level today and she'll be back at work tonight!!!! Ain't that great...Miss her so much lah..Her childish-ness and cute-ness...Haha...Can't wait to tease her again...Lols..Aytes, gotta get ready for school already...So darn sleepy right now...I shall sleep in class then...!!!! Good example huh...=p
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
So I'm back...First day of fasting went off superb..With me not waking up for 'sahur', as usual...Then suffered a minor gastric pain..But can 'tahan' though..Thought of breaking fast at home initially but 1/4 called me up to go back to the ex sch to meet up with Big Sis. Hence, broke fast with her lor..Had Chicken Chop.. Damn, I was already full after only eating the fries, coleslaw and 'timun'[I forget the eng translation, lahs..] Was already slowing my pace in eating my dinner..Had to force it down my stomach or my 5 bux plus will go to waste..School ended early today as Mr BZF didn't want to have any lesson. If there were to be a lesson also, we would be doing absolutely nothing. I would be busy sleeping, of course..Haha..Even he said I can sleep in class...Cool eh...Lols..Next week will be revision week...Then exam period..Exam will be on for 2 days only then after that HOLIDAYS!!!! Huraaaay!!! Can't wait for hols...haha..Right now chatting with Nana abt....Haha...Our Idols and their members...Lols...She's been seeing alot of mine these few days and I've been seeing a lot of hers...It's like 'terbalik' lor...Wahlau...Not fair seh..I very jealous, you know...*sobs* Haisss....And oh yeah....She's attached already...Haiss...I'm talking about another 'she' here...I don't know lah but I feel....hmms..Feel like the bond I used to have with her is no longer close..After all, she's someone's gf...Can't possibly have the same treatment like last time, right...Oh wells..Hope she'll be happy with her new gf...All the best yeah..!! =)Oh yeah, I was greeted with happiness when I came back home just now..Both my sibz went to 'terawih' with dad hence I'm alone right now. The happiness was, dad bought my fave 'Khatirah'!!!! It's been sucha long time since I had that...Gosh..I shouted upon seeing that seh...Fuyooo...After drinking it, I felt sooooooo.....Hmms...The feeling is just undescribable...Lols.. Ok, shall do some laundry cleaning now...Have a blessed Ramadhan to all Muslims!!!
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Monday, October 03, 2005
Was asked to go home by my ACF teacher earlier on. I didn't want to initially but when the pain was seriously excruciating, I relented. Wasn't allowed to go home alone hence called dad and luckily he was in AMK so can come Bishan to fetch me. And yes, finally, after several months of enduring with this pain, I went to the doctor. I'm talking about my gastric pain ppl, what else can it be...Haiss...And so the doctor was asking me loads of question like have I gone for a scope, is there any bleeding when I vomit and etc...He asked me to be careful cos if it persists, internal bleeding may be occuring. Gave me medicines and an MC from work. How cool is that? So here I am posting this, while my colleagues are busy working.
Earlier on, since dad fetched me and he hasn't finished doing his delivery in AMK, I followed him through his work. It's my first time, I think following him. Went to Amoy Quee camp to deliver the stuffs. I was having headache by then cos the journey is kinda long lah..Esp the one back home. It was fun following my dad though. A chance that rarely occurs. Haha...
Hrmph!! I'm feeling kinda jealous right now cos Nana got to see her....!!! And I haven't been able to see her since last week!!! Wahlau eh...Not fair leh girl..Haha...But nvm, I still got to serve your her the other day..Lols...
Oh yeah, we've gotten the tie already and damn...It's....Urms....Kinda ugly?? I don't know man, but for sure, almost everyone was complaining about the new tie. The bottom width is seriously big seh...It's not really nice after we put it on. Well, the lucky ones are those who'll be graduating this year lor..Only the new SCs, Excos and Progression students are to wear the new tie. But for me, I won't be wearing just as yet. Hahahaha.....All the best yeah Nana..!!! We've gotten our duties for this month too..I just have to endure with them for about 2 more weeks and that's it. Holiday time!!! I'll be doing flag on Thursdays...Dammit...It's the National Flag which I gotta raise. But nehmind, I got Nana doing it with me, raising the ITE flag...I think it's the ITE flag...Can't remember lah..And I'm not doing front gate this month!! And that really sucks lor...Cos I love doing front gate...*winks* Oh wells, hopefully next month I will get front gate..Lols...
Aye, gonna watch some TV progs which I've been missing out for sooooooo freaking long now...Take care all...
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7:25 PM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Super Duper interesting and exciting day it was for me earlier on....I don't know whether to frown or to smile...Went to work as usual..Took 2 orders and that's that. I mean, that's the end of my service. I had to go to the kitchen and do the stuffs there..Meaning I became a kitchen staff. Not a service staff for today. Damnation!!! Mr Manager lah...Haiyooo...Oh yeah, before that, was kinda surprised to see someone there..With her partner. Her partner very sweet and friendly seh...Took her orders and served her...Well, Nana should know who I'm talking about cos it's her 'idol'...Lols...So back to where I was just now, got the dine-in and delivery stuffs ready..Man, it was kinda challenging. Have to remember the ingredients and stuffs and have to get the orders ready on time. It sure was tough..I kept looking on the chart cos I can't really remember what is what. A service staff remembers different thing mah...Well, besides that, 'kena tengking' with some people due to certain things...Hah...A norm for ppl to do that to me..So don't really bother about that. The situation just now was pretty busy. Weekends mah..Haiss...Got myself scalded, again. What's a scald when working in this kinda line, right? Learnt new things, like cook up some stuffs etc...Thinking back, it was kinda fun too. Even though it's like 'kelam kabut' kinda thingy, doing kitchen is quite ok. Unlike servicing, you have to remember the orders of the customers correctly. The worst part is when they come in big groups. That'll be a prob. A pen and a paper will be needed for that. Sending orders is another thing for service. Have to send the correct stuff to the correct table. After one day doing my part as a kitchen staff, I think, doing kitchen is a lil bit better then doing service. After all that's been done, closing time. Clean this and that, stack this and that..Just when I thought I could go home already, Mr Manager said, 'Your job is still not done'. And I was like, 'Wtf??' What more did I not do?? Was kinda sad lah..Tired liao but this had to happen. All my service staff friends had gone home and I was the only one left with the riders. Then, the thing I dread most was what Bro asked me to do...'Count the stocks'. Another damnation..!! I hate doing it lah ok..But since I was the only one left, what can I do but to proceed with it. Can't possibly asked the riders to do it, right...And so, I spent 15 mins counting them, despite my letarghic-ness..Finally, my job's done for the day. Hurried to catch the last bus and upon reaching home, had my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner cum supper...Yes, I haven't been eating the whole day. Well, except for some biscuits when I woke up at noon. Pathetic, ain't it..Oh yeah, I dreamt about the EX the other day...Don't know what makes me dream of him..But when I woke up, I realised I actually dreamt of him. Hoho...Scary huh..Lols..Well, I don't know when will he be talking to me again..Maybe soon, maybe later..Or even not at all. Maybe the friendship bond is no longer there. What more can I do...Gotta accept the fact that I lost yet another good friend of 5 years. Memories will remain as memories huh...I don't like it when she kept talking about her ex...I don't know why but I just feel...Hmms...I don't know lah...I know she's your darling ex but ex will remain as ex..She come back to you cos she's having some crisis with her guy hence she need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. But remember, she's your ex. There's no way you guys could be together back..Cos she's leading a different life now. I know you still love her and stuffs, but just make it a point that you could only be friends with her. That's it. I don't know..Maybe I'm feeling jealous..Haiss....It's just un-explainable lahs...
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