Thursday, December 29, 2005
Just came back from the councillor's bbq pit. Kinda exhausted. Exhausted playing games, laughing, taking pics, irritating others and yeah, cycling too. Hah..Was supposed to be there at 12pm but I woke up at 12pm instead. Hence, my ears were bleeding[Jannah, does this sound familiar?? Haha] when I called darling soon after I woke up. She was already there and so were a few others. Then, that Oprah Winfrey make my ears bleed some more..Woah..Just woke up and this gotta happen. Asked me to hurry up and stuffs..Haha..But I still took my own sweet time to reach there.Got out of house ard 12 plus then reached there at nearly 2. They've already started bbq-ing and eating so what do I do? Join in the fun lor..That was considered my brunch already lah. Emil, Bad and LC did a great job for this event. Thanks a lot ya'all. At first, it was kinda mundane. Everyone was like doing their own things. My group was busy making noises and laughing like we own the place. Esp Jannah. Haha..Kiddin lah..However, towards the evening, it started to get better. There were like 8 or 10 of us grouped together sitting at bench, talking abt stuffs. Decided to play 'Truth or Dare' after we got nothing left to talk. Haha..It was hilarious and freaking fun. The 'Dare' part was more happening, I would say. One of my mate, Az, had to go up to a guy and claim that he's gay, another had to do say that she's a lesbian and a few others. And, Yours Truly had to do a dare which causes High Blood Pressure!!! Woah...Really man..Was thinking to do it or not to. Not wanting to be sucha spoilsport, I decided to go with it. Had to swallow half a spoon of salt, as in plain salt. Just the salt alone, mind you!! Luckily they gave me way and only allow half a spoon. Imagine if it was the whole spoon!!! It was freaking salty and yucky. To having taste half a spoon of salt. Jeez..After swallowing, I immediately drank some water to clean my mouth. I don't wanna be reek of salt. Guess what, the taste of salt still lingers in my mouth as of now. =SWent to Mc to enjoy the air-con while waiting for some to change. Took some pics again. Crazy pics of crazy people. Being around them makes life so much better. So yeah, we then went off. Since I'm in the east, went back with Emil. She's one funny lad. The rest made their way to City Hall to take the train. I guess, today wasn't too bad afterall. It was indeed filled with laughters, craziness and joyfulness. It didn't really happened like what I thought it would. Hah..Lols...Thank you so much SCs for making this wonderful!!! =)Tomorrow might be going over to a friend's house. She's been waiting and waiting for me to come for sucha long time. Hence, upon hearing that I'm coming over, damn delighted she was. Can't wait to meet me. Haiyoo...So I guess, my plan to catch a movie tomorrow is cancelled. Hopefully it will be on next week. Holidays are ending soon. Damn damn damn...!!! New Year's coming. Hmms...People are busy making resolutions for new year but not me. I don't see a point in making one if we can't fulfill our past resolutions. And it's like, after making one, do you really go all out to complete it?? Well, to some, they do. Friends are going to all sorts of places to celebrate New Year with their beloved whereas I have to work!! It's better, I think. Lols...Oh well..New Year or not, it's still the same for me. Just another year gone by. Have to face the new one with endurance. I think I'm enjoying my life right now. Guess I finally understood the meaning of enjoying life to the utmost?? =)Not too sure when I'm gonna update again..So, in advance, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!!!! Party on but take good care also aye?? Cheers!!!
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
Some things are just TOO COMPLICATED to explain...Sometimes things happen for no reason whereas at times things happen for the wrong reason..But usually, things happen for a reason. No matter what, there will be a reason regardless it makes sense or not. Truths are always hard to swallow after being kept in the dark for so long. No doubt about that. It's just hard to convince people when you've made a grave mistake. Can't blame people when they find it hard to believe in you. But no matter what, time will tell. Only time will be able to help them gain the trust back in you. Don't feel inferior, disheartened or even ashamed to face us cos we're still your family no matter what..Maybe you would like to take a moment or two to think about what you're gonna talk about. Don't just shoot it out. You have to think before you talk. Dear bro, we will always be by your side if you ever need us. All of us will stand by you through thick and thin no matter what. Feel free to approach any of us if you got anything. I've regarded you as one of my family member, a brother to us that is. I just hope that this won't happen again. We love you okies..!!! Aaanyways, some idiotic moron tagged at my cousin's blog, CLAIMING he's hers...Like what the hacks!!! A crazy gal saying that my cousin belongs to her??!!!! What right has she gotta say that?? They are not even legal..Super2 childish and nonsensical..!!!!! Ask to mind my own biz?? Hah..Look who's talking..Get a life lah gal...Don't probe into other people's life when yours is in a whirl...I think you ought to make a trip to the IMH and admit yourself there..Fancy saying that he belong to you...What the Fcuk...I think this is the cause of not having any love lah..That's why..Jealous when other people happy with their beloved partner...Lols..Oh cousin, Don't worry...I will stand up for you and will always be by your side!!! The mischy cousin rocks!!! Weeeee~ =)
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
Well, ok...Bbq went on fine...Despite waiting for my chinese bros to come but didn't turn up...So yeah..Other than that, the rest was ok. People who were present were great..Esp the 3 stooges who perks up the mood. It rained when I just started the fire which was around 5 plus going to 6. Shelters was all full with other people hence we just stayed at our pit. Luckily the rain wasn't so heavy. Kinda fun though...haha..Hmms, what else can I say...Oh yeah, met new people. Damn, they were nice ones. One of them were kinda shy though unlike when talking on the phone. Haha...Funny person she is...Such a coincidence that they knew my friend too...Cos my friend's sister is their uncle...So yeah..That's how the relation is like...But they went back to early though..Hopefully can spend more time together with them someday...I guess this is it lah..To those taking N level results tomorrow, All the best!! =)
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* Precious ones
* Myself & The 3 Stooges =)
Friday, December 16, 2005
I seriously have no idea how to face you and her being together... I don't know what I would do if you were to be present with her...Face it calmly or burst into tears/laughters??? Heard stories abt you and it wasn't cool lah ok...To believe or not to...In a mess my head is now..But hack!! Why the fcuk should I still care?? You're already leading a happy life...So what's the point in me being sad or whatever shits abt it...I don't understand myself..Wasted my time abt all these stuffs where feelings are concerned...I can't imagine how would it be like if you and her were there and yeah me too...How ah??!!!! Haiyoooo....Ok bye!!Oh yat, Happy 18th Birthday!!! =)
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I am soooo gonna miss someone during this 1 month. I will always pray for your well being..And yes, I will do as you say. Don't worry abt it.Oh wells..This week is a pretty hectic one for me. Got tests and skit..Didn't wanna be involve in the skit at first but oh well, since mine's just gonna be a short scene, I relented. Hopefully, everything will turn out well on Friday, the actual day that is. Tomorrow will be having EVM test. Drats! Haven't even study anything abt it yet. I'm just too lethargic to do so..The volunteer thingy at Tamp Central will resume tomorrow as it's my shift. Finish sch at 315 then havta go for skit rehearsal which I'm not sure what time can it be done, then gotta rush home, change into the red shirt and back to that open space. Damnation lahs....Damn freaking tired lor..Thought of skipping sch on Friday, but can't. The actual skit event will be on Friday so how to 'cabut'?? Haha..Councillor 'cabut' sch..Tsk tsk..Bad example huh...I'm not sure as to whether I'm looking forward to the pit I'm having this Saturday or not. I mean, apart from preparing everything by myself and those attending it will be great lah..Well, some people that is..Other than that, I don't know how to like urm...face someone? haha..Ok nvm, I don't know what I'm talking abt so yeah..Crap..However, I'm kinda looking forward to meet NEW friends..Haha..They too, are like excited to meet up with me till they can't wait for Saturday to come and insists on me meeting them like right now!!! Lols..I'm super super tired lah..We will just meet on Saturday itself aytes..=)I think I'm going to bed now...Suprisingly early but tremendously tired...So yeah...Tata~P.S I'm gonna miss you bro..*hugs*
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
* Self, Aini and Ana
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* Self, Darl and Hada
* Volunteers from ITE Bishan
* Self and Sis [She was munching something hence the bulge in her mouth] =)
* During bro's birthday..
* Smoke Machine?? Lols
* Nothing better to do..
* Experimenting the dry ice..
* This is the cake I bought for dad..
Celebrated Dad's birthday upon reaching home after doing the volunteery work at the Christmas Tree thingy at Tamp Central. Went to Swensens' and bought him an Ice cream cake..Den yeah, Dad was busy fiddling with the Tv controls when I reached home. Asked to stop and cut his cake. Siblings gave him cards made by themselves. Last min work though..haha..The cake was yeah..Nice and yummy lah..Siblings ain't got enough of it hence ate it for like the 3rd round or so..They are just crazy over ice creams lah..Last week was Bro's birthday so celebrated it a day earlier..He was sleepy during the celebration of his birthday, due to playing his PS for long hours..Weekend's ending soon...And school week resumes. Haiss...Can't wait for the one week hols during the christmas week lah...haha...Well, gotta get ready for work...Oh btw...11th Dec, a day after my dad's birthday is someone else's birthday...That someone is none other then my dear cousin!!! Happy birthday Abg Long!!!! May all good things come in your way and may you be blessed by HIM always..Insyallah..=)
Thursday, December 08, 2005
I think I'm beginning to hate someone...But I don't really have the heart to...I seriously don't understand why must people lie...What do they gain from it? Success? Pleasure?? What the fcuk?!! Delighted I was to meet that particular someone again. But that feelings changes when my friend mentioned something..Disheartened. Yet again. Oh well..That's a norm for me. Heartbreaks are seriously taking a place in myself. I'm getting SO USED to it already.I felt like crying but I couldn't possibly do so in public ain't it...So now I know the reasons as to why the contacting has suddenly stopped!!! You could jolly well tell me the damn truth instead of hiding it right? What's so shameful of being committed?? Woah...This incident is really making the hate thingy rise to the top level!!! So now, tell me...How do I trust people?? Those people that I trust and have hopes upon kept destroying and betraying those trust and hopes over and over again..Please note: THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME. I couldn't figure out as to why you gotta hide about it. I looked forward to seeing you on this coming week, but after this incident which happened just now, I'm at lost. You're don't seem to be the same person I knew back then. Yeah right, people change..I forgot. Hah!Frankly speaking, I just felt like boxing something or someone..I was so freaking pissed?? I guess that particular friend of mine noticed the change in my face hence he asked my another friend to clarify the whole thing. Haiss...Wanted to cry but those tears just couldn't come out. I guess it had enough of crying for these kinda people?? Thank you Darling and Syueks for the hug which I desperately need at that point of time. I love you guys..=)Oh btw, another darling of mine smacked me with her towel or something?? Hrrmmphhh....It's kinda painful yet shocking..Cos I didn't notice her presence beside me..Was about to utter unkind words to that person, only to find out that it was my another darling who did that...I hate you lah Yat...You don't love me is it?? Haiyoo..Anyhow smack me...!!! Lols..Ok ok, I shall try to RECOVER yet AGAIN asap... Life...What can I say? I gotta accept the fact that it has already happend and they are happy? together...So yeah..Gotta live with it. Au revoir~
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Friday, December 02, 2005
Ok, SOME people have been complaining abt not updating my blog..Like a week already. Haha..Busy lah..Super duper busy. Same old routine again and again. School, work, home. School, work, home. Now that I'm taking the events management module, there's lotsa stuffs to be covered and attached to. So many events to do and take charge. Recently, had an event for the aged and orphans at Sentosa by PAYM and we are to help them out. So yeah, was kinda voluntary work but it will be counted as part of our school marks or things like that ah..Not really sure how to describe the whole thing. It was fun overall..Then there's another event coming up. Am gonna be involve in the Christmas Tree thingy at Tampines Central and yeah again..Help out in it. This month will be very packed with stuffs to be completed for myself. School and work..Stress level is also rising. Just the other day after work, don't know how I got so freakin stress that I nearly wanted to do something out of my own will. But too bad, not everyone has it..Well, basically for now, that's how my life is lah..Apart from that, I seem to have a new title. 'Doctor Love'. People have been coming to me, pouring out their woes and stuffs and asking for advices or solutions. But well, some things are just beyond our control. And I feel bad for not being able to help them solve their problem. It's like the more miserable they are about their own prob, the more despairing I get. Sometimes, I just feel useless for not being able to help out. Well, as a friend, somehow you should help another in need. But all I've been doing for them are just encouraging words. Tried my best to make them feel better and stuffs, but I know it barely helps. Cos I've been through their position once hence I know how it feels. LOVE. It's sucha BIG word isn't it. Some people misjudge it even before actually feeling it. Some people refuse to acknowledege it even when it happens to them. Some people lied in order to get love. Some people sacrificed just to get love. Some people even have the heart to betray/backstab others just to get love. Some people even get hated for loving someone. There's just so many things one can do to have love. Be it for themselves or for others. Some people got it, but never treasure it. In the end, they regret. Whereas some people who yearns for it, never got the chance to have it. How ironic LOVE can get, ain't it??
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
Honey, Pls don't get drunk....Take care and be good. See you soon okies?? =)
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