Thursday, February 14, 2008
Yes, yes.. Valentine's Day. Happy2 to whoever's celebrating. I'm not though. Don't think that it's of any importance to celebrate it anyway. It's not that I'm against it lah, but every other day also can be loving2 and spend time together with other partner also mah.. Right not? Heh..Anyway, was out watching Jumper on the stroke of Valentine's last night. Haha.. I didn't realise it either till he pointed it out. It was indeed quite a great show. Full house. Yesterday, Cineleisure was literally filled with teens and young adults, even at that hour. And yes, you've guessed it right. Almost every single turn I make, there will be any other girls carrying flowers, bears or chocolates lah.. It was a nice and sweet scene though.. As during the day itself, yours truly spent it at work. Was indeed very busy with the Valentine's pizza. And now, I'm indulging my ownself with Ben and Jerry's. I always have that whenever I'm feeling low, but not this time. I guess I do deserve it after tiring myself out at work, ain't it. Haha..Granny's birthday is tomorrow. Not confirmed whether there'll be any celebrations or not, but I just have to wait for my dearest cousin to keep me informed. I miss those family times back then. And yes, I miss her, very much.I've made my decision. To join in the venture. I will try to learn bit by bit. Come to think of it, it's much more better. Not much of a hassle to go through. No interviews, no uniform, no black and white. Mutual trust is all it takes. There will be pros and cons, no doubt. But hopefully, everything can be resolved, peacefully. Insya'allah. I just need to wait for the official timing and I'll be there most of the time.The tooth pain is acting up again, and it truly sucks. Been 2 weeks now. I'm still having lapses of that. Medication's going to finish soon. And it's gonna take 1 month plus more before the appointment. What else can I do now.. Haiss..
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
Been a long time since I last logged in, ain't it.. There's so many things which has happened and which is bound to happen. Not sure where I should start. Maybe I should just summarise it. Heh..First thing first, I'm still working at the same old place. Been trying to look for full time job but to no avail up till now. Sent out resumes and stuffs, but same old thing too. No fret, I wil just keep on looking and trying. Well, I HAVE to start to be VERY SERIOUS abt jobs and also life. So anyone who has any job to recommend, please do inform me about it. I need it badly. Haha..I have limited time left so I need to really rush some things. I'm not sure whether I'm ready for the whole thing or whether I've enjoyed life as much, but I'm just taking things as it is. I can only plan and organise, but THE ONE up there will be the judge to it all. HE has the final say after all. And I guess it's true that being older, makes you feel much more adrift from certain things plus having to develop new perceptions. I could no longer think for myself now. Almost every single thing which revolves around me, revolves around other people as well. Being in 'it' is not easy. I mean, been a few years since I last have this kinda thing. Now, it's finally back, and no doubt, it do feels good. Of course, there's pros and cons in it but so far everything is going on well. Alhamdulilah. Only thing will be that, I can no longer take things in my own hand. I have to have referrals. But it's good though. Sharing thoughts and plans.. Exciting plus interesting. Haha..Work has been great, as usual. There's bound to be hard times obviously but the environment makes work so much livelier and more happening. I doubt I could ever find any other work place like this. The riders plus the Budak Kecik. Having them around is something I look forward to whenever I come to work. The usual clicks especially. Not forgetting, the managers, of course. The greatest bunch of all.Friends. Limited now there are. All leading their own life. I do miss them all. From secondary to ITE and also the ones I'm involved with, which does not belong to this 2 category. I miss every single one of them. Wherever you are, take care and have a wonderful life ahead.Family. Dang! Now is the time to get ready. Need to shift my stuffs and all to my sister's room. It's going to be awkward but I have to deal with it cos I'm going to face it my whole life, unless I'm hitched, of course. I'm just hoping and praying for the best and for things to work out smoothly, in this condition. It's weird to be living with Dad all over again, after being alone for a year. But hopefully, I'll get through it. I just have to start all over again, ain't it..Guess this is it. Won't be clear as to when I'll be back but won't be too soon though. Till then.. =)
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